the air force did it again. its found another way of making my life miserable. its keeping me from going to an oppurtunity to make my dream come true. god i hate this soo much.
fuck the air force
fuck my life
fuck my family for not making this any better and making no effort whatsoever to cheer me up aaand making me even more upset than i already am

i just got back from the musical!! it was sooooo gooood. i wanna do it for our musical next year. it looks like sooooo muuuuch fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!!!!! and i have to say i love grace's friends they're so happy and hyper! and i finally got to meet kristen in person yay!!!! and during intermission i got the girl who played dorothy to sign my program. i think i freaked her out a little cause i kinda acted like a crazed fan. haha. and the guy who played the lion!! ooomg i love him soooo much. i wish i got his autograph. his voice sounded just like the lion in the actual movie!!!! aaand the witch was hilarious!!! the wicked witch and the nice one. the nice one was funny at times but the wicked one was hilarious!!!! before the play started the girl who was playing auntie em was going around saying "have you seen dorothy? shes my niece. she has a dog about this big*raises hand high*if u see her tell her auntie em's worried and she has chores to do" hahahaha.

aaand the wizard dancing behind the screen was great toooo!! and oooomg the curtain call was hilarious!! we gotta do somethin like that for ours. hey pieces of our set have wheels!! maybe we could wheel around cast members on them!! gotta think of somethin witty thats for sure!! and there was this little girl who was like 5. she was one of the munchkins. and she was doing the dances with the other munckins!! she was sooooo cuuuute!!!!! the slippers were very pretty too.

i think dave should have gone cause he coulda gotten some tips from the guy who played toto. the scarecrows were great sometimes they spoke in unison and sometimes they finished each others lines. when the witch was melting she would stop screaming to say something then start screaming again then stop again to say something then start screaming again!!! i wanna be the witch if we do it!!! my favorite character was definetly the lion!!!!!!!!!!!! i clapped and cheered when he came out during curtain call. the people could have projected their voice a little more at some parts.

i loved it!!!
and tuesday im goin to the importance of being earnest!! so i know you'll all be missing me during the school day!!!!

-Sarah

hey i thought id post since i got nothin else to do. woohoo my parents say i can go to florence's musical tonite!! but if the weather is bad then its a maybe. so we'll see. i cant wait! i get to finally meet kristen in person hahaha. and gracie is goin too so ill have to look for her. but kristen was tellin me one of the cast members was hit by a car and wont be in the production. her name was rena and even tho i dont kno her im praying for her safety. well i cant wait for tonite! woohoo.

monday is liz's last day here. shes movin to nazareth:( why is everybody moving all of a sudden?! its not fair!!! :(

school is really stressin me out. especially french class. ahhh i hate that class. our class is really pushin ms. kim over the edge. me and liz play tic tac toe all period and count down the minutes to when the class will be over. and in health we're studyin stress. and we watched oprah talk about lowering stress levels all period. i also have an english paper due this week i believe that i need to start. ah.

my neighbors have been quiet!! yay.

heres a rant on how much i want a video camera

i want one sooo much hahaahha. my bday is 30 days ago so i can wait that long and ive been hinting to my parents that i want one so well see what happens. i remember makin silly movies at jess's birthday party last year. and hearin about the ones that her and vicki made. so now i want one so i can make my own memories. my parents let me use theirs as long as i say they can tape over it when an exciting event happens in our exciting lives. but theirs is a piece o crap dinosaur whose battery runs out after 5 minutes so theres just no point in using it. sooo i went online and found a good one that i want i want i want!! and its $247.83 and i have around 30 dollars saved right now soooo.........im not almost there but im workin on it......i can run around the base with friends actin stupid and pull pranks on people and get their reactions on tape!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!
OK i guess im done with this rant bye bye!

yet another addition to the others! jess!
ill get a real update soon

new addition to the others. its kristen!! wahoo

today was career day and i have to say it was sorta dissapointing. they gave me electrician and i can see myself killing someone in that job. chyea. i'd probably do somethin stupid like repair an outlet while standin in 3 feet of water. the next one was good. it was the actor one. the lady doin the thing was a casting director so i was o yes. i have her number and she has mine. so we'll see what happens with that. interior design interested me a little.

in theatre arts today we had to apply makeup and it was easy for me cause i've done it many times before. i finished early so i helped brittney powder her face. powder is fun. tomorrow is auditions for evening of one act plays woohoo.

when we were painting after school me and lynzi got into a paint fight and started painting each other instead of the bench hahaha

inside joke of the moment-"Frannie and Mavid forever"

guy on tv:.....and will u notice...
mom: did he just say nudist??

hahahahha

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wahoo i went from boohoo to woohoo today thanx to bailey. today was her last day here until she has to go back to maryland so we hung out aaall day. wooo. we walked down to liz's house and she wasn't home so we came back home. then after a while we went over to officer's housing and went into the woods but her wussy side showed and we left cause she didn't wanna get her shoes muddy. hehe. we went to the park outside my house and complained about the swings that were too low to the ground. my hair was dyed today. well not really. i insisted that i go to a professional but my mom said she knew what she was doing. but she doesn't. so now only the top of my head is colored. so chris who should be a pro is gonna do the rest of it tomorrow......i got some of that conditioner in my eye. ow. ow. ow.
inside joke of the moment-"wanana peice of rug"

March 22, 1998--February 14, 1999
quote of the moment: "i already gave my heart away. but never really got it all back." -sweet home alabama.
todays a day im probably just gonna stay home....

hey today i found out that i cant even make a grilled cheese! :P
i had to make my own dinner so i decided on a simple gilled cheese but it wasn't as simple as i plaaaned. i started it without any bread or cheese so i had to go to my neighbors and ask for some hahahaha. well i put the bread on the grill and it immediatly burned as soon as i put it on. i picked it up and it was black. i turned it around to cook the other side and then i saw that turn to a pukish brown. ewwww. and smoke filled the kitchen. and then the fire alarm went off. so i opened the back door to air out the room. luckily it was all aired out before my parents got home.

brit made me a pretty picture with markers in theatre arts today. hehe thankies!!
today i was supposedly gonna be left home alone which is great buuuut at the last second my mom made me babysit my little sister and she ate the rest of the bagel bites which forced me to go through the sandwhich trauma.
but this trauma isn't as bad as the lawn mowers that haunt my dreams*shudder*they come after me

today we were supposed to do sectionals but me, jen, vicki, katie, and beth decided to play some old songs from days back. like our favorite the great locomotive chase!! those bring back memories.......

heres a list of people who have moved or i have moved away from and miss dearly
1. ellen lorimor
2. rachel lorimor
3. liz burnett (she hasn't moved yet but i miss her already)
4. elsbeth griffiths
5. stephanie morris
6. minyetta champion
7. racheal thurman
8. cody tyre
9. steph waure
10. emma blackmore
11. kathryn ashley
12. ashley hetnik
13. ashley williamson
14. ben conner
15. randy conner
16. cody conner (yes they're related)
17. kali thomas (we were real close in 6th grade but drifted apart but i still miss her and all the good times we had)
18. sunnie johnson
19. Sarah hook
20. jess gum
21. ashley whales
22. jim redman
23. sherod carter
24. dylan patterson
:(
i cant take it anymore!!!!
:(

blah blah blah.....
lets talk about the war...war war war.....
im fuckin sick of hearin about the war everywhere i go. i wish it never happened in the first place cause all it does is cause bigger problems. it could make millions of children orphans. its just fucked up ridiculousness. it makes me have nightmares about iraqi soldiers attacking with lawn mowers :( its all lawn mower face's fault cause me and jenanan were talkin bout him.....well it was a really scary dream..nightmare. liz says bush married his mom which is kinda disturbing. her evidence is because she has the same last name as him. and my parents aren't making it any better. yelling at every fuckin thing i do. im a screw up kid. well school sorta put me in a good mood today which is quite surprising. and now i change the channel to fox*click*and its news and not the simpsons. arrg. we watched the disney hercules in english today :D so i knew all the words so im sittin there singin along. that made me happy. after school i had loads of fun. we made a bench and painted it purple and then me and sarah picked it up and carried it down to the 500 building. but we got some paint on the floor in the hallway so im like o shit so i told her to ruuun as fast as she could while we were holdin the bench up haha. and we also watched the people dance and it was so funny to watch them. they all look so silly. its raining. oo my little sister who is 6 years old is gonna be singing at the mall tomorrow. but ill stay here. k bye

p.s
thats kinky
hhahahahha

ok ok im feelin better cause i was talkin to steph on the phone. she told me not to worry. yeah i love steph shes the greatest!! so now intstead of a real depressing update i guess ill give u somethin more happy to read. even tho ill prolly be feelin down again tomorrow :(

today today today
umm we played with play doh in math. so instead of payin attention to the teacher i made a bowl out of yellow salty stuff. and since i have it first we got the new play doh! 9th period prolly got the used and yucky doh. hahaha. eck i had to go see my counselor 4th period. which means instead of goin to lunch i listened to my counselor talk and talk and talk. yucky
during band we had a sub so me and beth went to our "lockers". aaand most of the members of the hole weren't here so we didn't have to worry about that. but john started to go into where it was but i stopped him. so then he said guys could beat girls at anything and im like WHAAT!? hahah riight.
there was a fight in the hallway just before 9th period. and me and jenn were at her locker right where it started so we were like ah no so we ran away cause i didn't wanna get involved. and i still dont kno what started it.

:(
my dad got a promotion so that means we're moving
we could move just to another house on the base but since there dont seem to be any job openings here its a bigger possibility im moving during the summer to a different base :'(
so im probably gonna be lookin sad if u see me in the hallways

i hate the air force with a passion

o and emily has also been added!!

quicky update
since jenn isn't gonna undelete her journal ive taken her off the list and brian has been added on

ok thats it bye bye

allrighty convention update!

friday:
wokue up at 6am got on the bus at 8am after bag checks and all that. i was joking around and was like o yeah theres weed in my care bear*rolls eyes* cadence had his video camera so i tried to avoid it. well we got on the bus and i slept for some of the way then some dolphin calls kinda woke me up. janelle was making dolphin noises that were pretty good. :D when we got to the school i got off the bus and stood around with liz and emily. when we finally got in the school we put our stuff down and waited around for opening ceremonies. some people went up on the balcony and got yelled at for it later. the banners were brought down and i thought ours was the classiest of them all. we saw some guy standing outside and emily opens the door and says tuuurn aroouund and he does. then theres buttons and paul the hott president of the board. me liz and emily wanted to go see some main stage so we walked over to the other side and found front seats that had 3 chairs in one row so we ran down and grabbed them before anybody else did. we saw the insanity of mary gerard which was pretty good. we fooled around during the performence. i stole emily's sunglasses and couldn't see so i gave them back. the play ended with mary sayin "INSANE INSANE INSANE" which i found funny. our school's mainstage was next so we walked over to where lauren and them were sitting for the insane play and waited for our cast to get there. we decided to go back to our row of seats but i sat down in my chair and missed it. so im glad that wasn't caught on camera. we decided to sit in the middle row of chairs and there was this one chair that when you sit in it it goes down more than its supposed to. so we tricked cadence into sitting in it and hes like OMG ur so mean. the play started and i thought it was pretty damn good. brian's character scared me cause he was so mean but im like no hes not hes not. after that we convinced liz to go down to the dance studio for a workshop but when we got there we felt intimidated by the people doin splits so we ran away. emily had to go to the bathroom so we found one and it was painted all over and some of the toilet seats said things like ur fat and ur ugly so they scared us. we found this other workshop that seemed interesting so we went to it and it was kinda booring. there were this other kids from rosa parks and they're o i see you've heard of us. he then started talking about dogs and what we think of when he says it and i said poodle? then he started holding out his hands and yelling SALIVATE! all in all he was pretty scary. so then we went to an improv workshop which we thought would be more fun but guess what? it was ran by the same guy and it was still boring. he asked us what troupe were from and we said 4762 and hes like o watch out for those south jersey kids they think they're their own state. and liz is like own state? how bout own country? haha that brought me out of boredom a little. so after that we ran back to the other side across the street and found erika and nathan. so we ordered some food and i wanted a house salad. so i called up the guy and hes like ohh no we can't deliver there and im like what? why not?? and he was just givin me a hard time so i got some vegetarian chicken which isn't chicken its soy bean protein. so we got our food and liz asked me for some of chicken thats not chicken and i said sure. well i couldn't finish it so i put it on my stuff. well it was almost time for the trashy costume contest so we went into the auditorium cause i couldn't wait to see this. when it began i saw brian in an abraham lincoln costume and john in a nun. that was pretty damn funny so i went up and took pictures because im a dork. so after that we pretty much went to the hotel but we didn't get there until around.....8 8:30? because our bus wouldn't come. so we're standing around outside waiting. and there was this avril lavine look alike who seemed to like nathan so when she saw erika with him she was like omg! liz was thinkin we should "interview her" and ask questions like why'd you have to go and make things so complicated? hah anyway we're standing outside listening to brian play guitar so we decided hey lets throw money in his case so we got some change and threw it in! the bus came finally geez. so we got on and left for the hotel. like every house still had christmas lights up so im thinking why? its march. we got to the hotel so we unpacked some stuff. since i brought my dvd player i hooked that up. then we got in bathing suits which was pointless cause we didn't go swimming. and went down to the reseraunt. i ate or tried to eat with my wonderful roomates. the waiter was real nice but he got orders wrong. we waited so long for our menus that tif just decided to go up and get them herself. i ordered a house salad with ranch dressing and he gave me blue cheese dressing instead. i though o well so i tried to eat it anyway but it had a weird aftertaste so ashley ended up eating it. well we waited for like 2 hours to get our food and we finally decided this is crap lets just leave the money and get out of here. so we were just about to go and the waiter is wait wait ill give u drinks and those meals for free but let me just get u ur other meals. so hey i got a free meal i didn't even eat. so he got liz and tif's meals which were ready he just didn't bring them out. and he gave tif the wrong thing. so o well. we put it in our hotel rooms and found out that in the guys room they were watching the days video that cadence taped so we went in and watched it. and it was pretty funny. he played it frame by frame for some parts like when nathan all of sudden for absolutly no reason fell and grabbed hold of the pole next to him. haha. gargus came in and shes like if ur gonna be in the guys room then u have to have to have the door wiiide open. ....we didn't. after hours of funny videos we had to go back to our own rooms for curfew. which was 11 and then get taped into our room which no other troups had. well we called some people in their rooms and when tif called the guys room they hung up after a while. pft meanies. we practiced some monologues and tifs was so funny!!! it was about tampons and she actually had one so we started chucking it around at people. we watched some of goldmember and then fell asleep around 1:30am.

saturday:
we were woken up at 6am by gargus but we were already up cause i do not wanna be waken up by her. so sarah took her shower and then i took mine. i towel dried my hair after getting frustrated with sarah's blowdryer. emily knocked at our door and came in and shes like omg its so hot in here. but liz was cold. we went for breakfast and sara told us not to get continental but the waiter convinced liz and emily to get it. i got pancakes and milk which i didn't even eat. then we went back upstairs and finished packing. then took our stuff downstairs and gargus was waiting and told us to get on the bus so me liz and emily got on. we got back to the school and waited for the rest of our troupe but it seems that the bus driver refused to go get them so im like HEY my scene buddie's on that bus thats no good. so for about......a couple hours we waited. we walked over to the other side and got bagels. when we got back the bus was there and i was happy cause there was like nobody from our troupe who got on the first bus. i found brian and we got stuff and walked over to the other side to do our scene. while going over lines and waiting for the people in the room to finish performing i sprayed some green dye in his hair. i think i inhaled too much cause i was feelin a lil high for some part of the day. the people who did their scene before us did a good job. i laughed at it cause the blinker guy was in it. hes the guy in one of the workshops i went to who blinked funny. then we did our scene and i thought we did pretty damn good!!! there were laughs and claps. so then i went back over to the other side and got stuff for pantomine which was at 12:30 so i walked back over to the comedy pairs room and waited with tif for her partner who was triple booked. on the board there was i love how the judges are so....punctual!! cause the judges were late so everything was goin a little slow. after a while the judge just said allright could u come back during the last session and do ur scene?? so then we went down to the ground floor and me and liz watched some pantomines which were real good. i waited for graham and ashley to get back with the cd player and when they did i was like yay. so i watied for some people to do their pantomine before me and then i did mine. but there was this one guy from rosa parks who did almost the same thing as me. grr. o well i rocked the house with mine. so then after i did mine i watched graham and ashley's. theres was real good reeaal good. graham was raping ashley in it and she ended up killing him and hiding him in the closet. so then i went back over to the other side of the school and saw people had ordered food. i didn't o well. then the fire alarm went off...strange. so we went outside and i had some of liz's fries yum yum. soon after that they posted finals so we went over to see. me and brian didn't make finals for our scene. o well. so i waited for pantomine finals. ashley and graham made improv finals which she didn't expect. but graham had gone home so she started crying. ohh i felt so bad for her. after a while i asked shanel if there were even any finals for pantomine and she said o no theres not. so im like really?? so i got talk to hott president paul which we've spent most of our days there tryin to get good pictures of him :P. and he said no thers no finals for it. so ive got mixed emotion. im happy because im still in it. but feelin down cause i dont kno if i was good enough to make finals. well cadence and erika made finals for serious scene so we went to go watch them and they did good. after that we went into the auditorium and i bought some lollipops later on:P me and tif went back over to the other side to get her purse. and when we got back we bought one of those purple shirts. i put my mine on and it was huge on me! a little before they started i went over and sat some place else. on the floor. haha i didn't mind. the y did tech olympics first. we won a merit for that. tif won a merit for make up and costume yay tif!! aubrey won state champion for poster design! thats real great. then they started on mime solo. and i was like o crap. they gave away all the merits so im like aw pft i didn't get anything. then they gave away judges award which is like 3rd. and when they starte to do critics*2nd* they stopped an im like they keep messin it up whats wrong with them. then they say troupe 4.......troupe.......jeez. troupe 47.........im like come on get on with it. troupe 476....troupe 4762 sarah mckenney. and im like what!!?? so i go up and get the award i was not expecting to get. i started to like cry i was so surprised. mime pairs. ashley and graham got state champion!! gargus doesn't kno what they did so lets just keep it that way. so then musical pair. sara and aubrey get a merit. musical solo i dont think i remember any one getting it actually.....but the guy who got state champion performed his piece for us and i though it was phenomenal. comedy pairs which we didn't make finals for. dramatic mono. comic mono. serious pairs erika and cadence got a merit for. junior auditions. senior audtitions john got 3rd. so he got his way cool medal :P. the guy who got the scholorship was this real nice guy who did this one scene at governors and kinda got to know him a little so i was real happy for him. board members. ashley allen is now a thespian board member yaay!! erkia got best actress in the state which is reeeaaallly good im so happy for her. :D they didn't have all the trohpies so the go around lookin for them and they find this big box full of them.. ya think they could've checked to make sure they had all the trophies. main stage our school got a merit. i though ours was real good tho. rosa parks got state champion so they're entire troupe came running down and trample our troupe who was sittin the front row. they always did this real anoying clap routine whenever they won somethin. it got on my nerves >.<. well i heard that they did the ENTIRE thing in 40 minutes. they did bang band you're dead. well i also heard that they totally rushed it and that ours was a LOT better than theirs so hoo hah YEAH right back at them. um if i forgot any awards then tell me and ill put them in. i went back to the other side of the school and got my stuff. then i realized my cd player was missing so im freaking out. i tried looking for it and it was no where to be found. we got on the bus and i slept most of the way. but i was awake for the clown that was driving behind us!! practically everyone went to go look at it. except ashley. apparently shes scared of clowns. so i slept for the rest of the way cause i was reaally tired. so then we get back to the school and i get into my car and leave. my mom starts yellin at me for bringin some of the stuff i brought. so now im in trouble....oops.i went to bed real early cause i was bout ready to fall asleep. so i fell asleep at around 8:30 which is real pathetic. and i just kno that i forgot some real funny stuff in here. but u shoulda gone so u missed out on some good times!!!

done!! yay

expect a long looong post on convention tomorrow when im not feelin as tired and when im no longer at the risk of falling asleep on my keyboard. i will tell u this the awards ceremony ends in tears.....not really the end its really the middle of it sorta

here are some interesting things i found from a google search cause i was bored

The following students made District Honor Band:
Sarah McKenney - 1st clarinet, 2nd chair(thats real scary cause thats not me but i actually am 1st clarinet 2nd chair in my band class ewwww)
Shawna Hetman - 1st clarinet, 3rd chair
Krytsin Sheekey - 2nd trumpet, 3rd chair
Cassi Povio - 3rd trumpet, 3rd chair
Shane Rexius - 2nd horn, 1st chair
Mitchell Miller - 3rd trombone, 2nd chair
Brandon Kiesgen - euphonium, 3rd chair
Shawn Rexius - percussion - 1st chair
Maggie Goble - percussion, 4th chair

thats all for now kiddos

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y is it im tired all this week...i really need to get more sleep or im gonna fall asleep in french and ms. kim will yell at me again. i dont think she likes me very much cause i lost my book......geebus this week is goin by so slooow. its goin in slow motion. maybe its cause i cant wait till friday which by the way is 2 days away! just in case you can't count.


OMG! my parents put their bed frame in the middle of the hallway so when i was walkin down it i hit my toe on it and it hurt real bad.
jenanan's birthday is in 2 days also wish her a happy birthday everybody! ill give her her punches when i get back so no one can punch her i call dibs.

i have a math test tomorrow ugh i hate that class. and i have english homework and theatre arts homework that was due today but i didn't do it and i have a perfectly good reason................but i didn't feel like lying i was too tired.

gotta pick up the pace on set building cause musical is next month and we don't have the set even halfway done yet arg. its stressin me out. we were SUPPOSED to make six cubes in the 3 hours we had but we only got one done cause it was harder than i though arrrrrg.. the see saw will be great cause we're gonna try and make it so u can actually play on it! wahoo!!!!!!! sunday itll be over 60 degrees outside woohoo ill be outside playing and being stupid. and NO jenanan i am not driving one of the racecars cause i will kill me or somebody else.

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a real quicky

it seems jenn hasn't updated her journal in 3 months and it has been deleted so now she has 30 days to undelete it. lets all encourage her to bring it back to life.

hey im bored so im gonna give all you people something to read. today the mom came into my room and woke me up at like 11 but doesn't she kno that u need to sleep till at least 12 on the weekends jeez. she went out to buy a new bed which she needs. i think they've had the same one since like 1985. freaky. so i had to clean my room but i didn't until about 4 hours ago. i played this new monopoly game dad bought and i quit after hours and hours cause it just wasn't ending. god i hate that game. so then i surfed for a while and then i remembered that i had 30 notecards due tomorrow for my paper on helen of troy the greek whore. so i did that and just finished that about 10 minutes ago.

my sister has been on the phone forever and i needed it to call bailey so when i finally convinced her to give me the phone she wasn't home grrr. liz is moving in 22 days:(
so im all sad now. shes my walking to lunch buddy. itll just be me andrew gracie and mattie at the table now.

i have too many projects. i have an english paper, i always have something in theatre arts, a band project, french project, and the gayest science project ever. that my life is a rock where we had to go around to different stations in the room and record our life as a rock and then write a paper on it. gay. well i have it 8 period so i can just do it in lunch or band yes.

i feel like taking a survey

bye bye

ok well to start i woke up and 6am and had some cereal. then i got my cd player and when we were all ready we left the house at around 7:15. when we got there, there was no one there so me and my mom just waited until another car came. and then gracie got there so i got out and hung around until more people came. she showed me a dance from the musical which i found hilarious haha. and we sang along to my anastasia cd! :) when more people came we started setting up tables and waiting for kids to come. while we were waiting cadence made some puppets. he made a bear and a wolf! aww they were so cute. well the first group of kids who came to our table there was this one girl who was just so adorable i just wanted to give her a big hug and i did. she acted like she was a puppy it was sooooo cuuute!!!!! she made a dalmation mask and was so entusiastic about it. well our table didn't get much business so i amused myself with making a little spongebob out of construction paper. im very proud of my work and i think i just might bring it to school on monday so i can show off my work:-D erika had gone to lacrosse and when she got back she had this salad that i wanted:P...well i got one eventually :):):):):) we put on a mini skit with gracie as a princess me as a magical mouse and various animals. we used the masks and puppets the kids had made throughout the day. when the kids left i went to help becky with cleaning up the clay table. we had to clean off tools that had clay on them and it wouldn't come off!! some kids forgot to pick up their pottery and one kid even tried getting away with cadence's. haha. i called my mom and told her to come get me cause i cant drive yet grrrrr. and when my dad got here he brought me to mcdonalds and i got a salad. at first they gave me one with chicken ewww. but i corrected them and they gave me half my money back!!! wahoo!!
allright thats all for now good bye all u eavesdroppers on the internet ive gotta go call bailey now

one extremly long survey comin up!!!!

1.Do you like having your picture taken?
CHEESE!!

2.Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non?
yes a few times for some family portraits

3.If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why?
Hollywood because uh i want to

4.Who would you take with you on this little adventure?
Ellen

5.What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime?
throw eggs at the president??

6.Would you ever do that?
no but i have been to the white house i think.....no wait i haven't haha

7.Have you ever done crossword puzzles?
yes but i always give up and throw it at something

8.Ever actually completed one?
with help from my o so smart mommy

9.Pick up the closest book and write a sentence at random from it.
the key to enjoying eggs isn't just what you put in. its what we leave out.
from some cookbook

10.Do the same with a lyric from either a cd or the radio.
pepperoni angry peppers mushrooms olives chives.
system of a down

11.Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams?
Usumy dreams confuse me and everybody else

12.Would you put up posters in your room?
i have some posters from past plays ive done like cactus pass and alky

13.Can you sing?
pft hah. windows break and cats screach

14.Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks?
yes! i always do and it drives people insane!!!

15.What's your favorite color of post-it note?
um yellow?

16.How many cassette tapes do you own?
i dont wanna count right now my brain's frazzled from testing arg

17.How many cd's do you own?
brain is frazzled

18.Ever bought a cd for just one song?
haha yeah

19.What would your perfect day consist of?
um being in the woods and just sitting down on the bridge above the stream. ellen knows what im talking about

20.Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone on line?
yes unfortunatly

21.Have you ever written a survey?
no but ive answered a whole lot

22.How about a song? If so share it.
yes and i will not share it

23.Or maybe a poem? If so share it or one of them.
many poems and NO i wont

24.Is your vcr flashing 12:00 all the time?
no i make sure of that it makes me so crazy

25.Do you read your horoscope?
yes! all the time its scary cause its almost always true!!

26.If so, do you base your day on it?
yes!!

27.Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash and why?
gum cause.....cause

28.Do you floss?
oo minty floss

29.Are you addicted to napster like me?
im not in napster

30.How many times a year about are you sick?
im almost never sick

31.Ever been in an airplane?
yes it was horrible it was one of those air force cargo planes

32.If so where were you flying to?
here

33.What radio station to you listen to most?
95.7....i think thats what it is

34.What color are your shoes?
white

35.Was fuzzy wuzzy a bear?
yes

36.Do you know how to play dominos?
yes

37.Or do you think I just mean pizza by that?
ew

38.Speaking of pizza, what's your favorite kind? (toppings and/or place to get it from)
ew

39.What color are your eyes?
green

40.How many surveys have you filled out this lifetime?
i have know idea

41.Describe your bedroom, include all details.
ew....bunk bed closet...keyboard in the middle of the floor desk with papers all over it and a tv dvd player lamp phone stereo fish........messy

42.Name one person your life is made better by.
um haha jenn knows

43.Would you or have you ever shaven your head?
hell no!!

44.How about someone else's?
heh heh i would love to

45.Can you do math with ease?
pft yeah right i think im failing math right now

46.What size is your computer screen?
i dont kno why would i kno that?

47.If you could only talk to one person online who would that be?
ellen

48.Name your favorite type of music and why.
punk rock

49.Are you a vegetarian?
yes!!!

50.How about an aspiring actor/actress?
im an aspiring actress yes

51.What famous person dead or alive would you interview if you had the chance?
michael jackson i wanna get to the bottom of this!!

52.Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors?
goldmember

53.Name one of your passions in life.
theatre, music, investigating murders oops that 3 hehehe

54.What's your least favorite time of day?
anytime in the morning

55.Who's your favorite member in a band, singer, guiter, bass, drummer, and why?
singer a song isn't a song without something to sing along too

56.Do you use hairspray or gel?
none

57.Describe your favorite meal.
garden salad

58.What color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes?
dark red and black

59.Ever listen to classical music?
yeah everyday cause i take band duh

60.Have you ever said lol in real life without thinking about it?
yeah when i was imitating dan

61.Do you find you use internet language when writing notes irl?
yes! hah

62.What songs would be on your ideal cd? (unlimited)
i dont know stuff

63.Say one thing you've learned today.
i learned that mitosis and splitting atoms are two different things all thanx to the terranova and liz

64.What is the best present you've ever given someone else?
i gave my sister a talk with me barbie

65.What is the best present someone else has ever given to you?
i got a stuffed bear from my sister that i love

66.So hey, what's your full name?
Sarah Jean McKenney

67.Describe yourself while drunk.
haha um well one time it was an accident and i think i remember me just goin round sayin random things like the army is the goats cheese!! yeah totally random...and walking around a little tipsy

68.How big are the windows in your house?
i never paid any attention to them

69.Do you wear a watch?
no but i own like 3

70.What's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with someone else?
not answering

71.What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated?
we were the samd age

72.How many mirrors do you have?
i dont wanna count like i said about 50 questions ago

73.Write one sentence stating what you want people to say about you after you've passed on.
im gonna miss her...lets go get some drinks
j/k

74.Have you ever sailed?
no

75.How fast can you run?
im a horrible runner jenn tells me to run to my locker and i say nooooo

76.What do you believe in?
i believe in jesus

77.How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
depends

78.Do you shower daily? If not how often?
yes every day

79.What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so?
i would go back in time and stop myslef from going out with him

80.Describe the ideal superpower and what you would do if you had it.
interpret dreams! i wanna kno what they mean!!!!!

81.Are candles romantic or a fire hazard?
fire hazard. rachel lit a napkin on fire with one once

82.Name something you've done in the last 24hrs no matter how big or small.
took a brain frazzling test

83.Do you wear necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings. rings?
earrings 2 in each ear

84.What colors are you wearing right now?
black and black with some mixture on the shirt oh and white socks

85.How often do you change the sheets on your bed?
i dont kno my mom does that

86.Have you ever gotten lost? If so explain.
yes going to jess's birthday party i give horrible directions we ended up at cb lamb

87.What's on your computer desk?
some cds a cup a plate remote capri sun creme savers phone book computer

88.How many folders are on your desktop at the present moment?
wow it doesn't look like there are any!!

89.When your talking do you ever use your hands to do quotation marks in the air when saying certain words?
yes hah its a habit im like dr evil

90.Which landmark would you climb if you could?
im not a climber

91.Do you own or have you read, or thought of reading any self-help books?
no

92.Ever seriously questioned your sanity?
oh yes

93.Can you breakdance?
tried it didn't end well

94.What's in your fridge right now?
stuff..lettuce tomatos cheese cucumbers lotsa green!!!!

95.How many people do you live with?
4

96.Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area?
um no?

97.What is the strangest thing you've ever done?
buried steve's jacket in snow and called it yellow snow? that is definetly not the strangest thing but its all i can think of

98.Name an instrument you've never played but would like to.
guitar dont kno why tho

99.Have you ever been on tv or the radio?
no but like everyone else in my family has grrrr

100.What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you?
die on me

101.Are you a fast typer?
yes

102.How high have you counted before getting bored?
i dont count but if u want i could count in french for u! nah

103.Describe how you sleep. (ie. your position and/or how you fall asleep)
side i think

104.Are you straight, bi, gay?
straight

105.Do you ever do something else while on the computer? If so what?
talk on phone? watch tv?

106.What is the most expensive item you own?
stereo or tv

107.How about the least expensive?
string

108.What's your favorite card game to play?
spit

109.What do you do online?
talk surf

110.Name some stores you've bought clothes in before.
hot topic

111.Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so which one?
ummmm

112.Have you ever watched a movie and not understood it? If so which one?
dont know

113.Do people pick up your slang language more than you pick up theres?
um no?

114.Are you easily influenced by other people, or currant trends?
not really im my own person

115.What makes you unique in your own opinion?
my tendency to say things without thinking hence the mr daniels pmsing incident

116.Name your worst quality.
i have problems saying no

117.Name your best.
my ability to make people smile?

118.What would you like to do with your life?
act

119.Do you blowdry your hair?
not really

120.How many clocks are in your house?
o noooo not more counting

121.Are they all set on the same time?
chyeah right

122.Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the actual time?
yes just to mess with peoples minds

123.What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning?
why why!?

124.Which browser do you use?
Internet Explorer

125.Do you bite your nails?
yeah but i haven't lately

126.Would you ever leave little notes to your gf/bf?
yea

127.Ever been to a farm?
yes

128.Tell me about your dream last night.
i think it was something about someone singing and then doing the wave

129.Ever seen a shooting star?
yes

130.Say one thing about yourself you've never told anyone.
my middle name is jean? very few ppl kno

131.Do your days fly by or seem to last forever?
last forever especially if its during school

132.Have you ever stayed in a fancy high class rich hotel?
i dont kno if it was high class but it seemed classy to me!!

133.Have you ever stayed in a rent-by-the-hour motel?
no

134.What in your opinion is the best advertising slogan out there?
meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow the meow mix!!

135.When they start sending rockets to the moon for us civilians, will you be on the list to go?
never

136.How are you feeling right now?
tired

137.Have you ever written anything on your skin?
Yeah

138.If so what?
homework reminders doodles

139.Which website do you frequent most often?
i dont kno i surf alot

140.What color is most of your clothes?
black blue

141.Do you own any plants?
Yep.

142.Are things as bad as they seem?
Things are never as bad as they seem.

143.Descibe the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you.
There's so many things that people have done for me. I can't pick just one.

144.Ever looked directly at the sun?
Yeah.

145.Have you ever made a pin hole camera to watch the eclipse?
In gradeschool we did that.

146.What's your favorite cereal?
lucky charms

147.Who do you miss?
ellen:(

148.Name something you just can't forget no matter how hard you try.
at comedy improv night practice me and ashley were playing genres and the genre was opera and i refused to do it haha she will not let me forget it

149.Describe the worst fight you've ever been in whether physical or verbal.
I had a recent fight last month with him

150.Say something else about yourself you've never told anyone before.
im terrified of anything that can pierce or stab me ive told someone that i swear i have .....

why dont u eat dave? look at him he looks so stupid. hes so stupid he doesn't even kno we're talking about him. HEY DAVE!!!.......see he didn't even answer me
lol michel ur the greatest

oh and i took out my shoutbox cause i don kno what was goin on with activetopic but i hope they fix it soon

thanx to beth who emailed this to me

1. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? McGuire with my mom dad 2 sisters a bird and a fish
>2. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? dolphins
>3. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? funniest 911 calls its hilarious
>4. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME? guesstures. actually its not really a board game but it sorta is

>5. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SOUNDS? sometimes i like to take a walk on a rainy day in the woods and listen to the rain on the trees

>6. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU DO IN THE MORNING? throw something at my alarm clock
>7. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? falling off a bridge into ice water brrrr

>8. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? blue
>9. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? i let someone else answer it unless im home alone then perhaps 5
>10. WHAT IS YOUR FUTURE BOY'S NAME? Alex

>11. WHAT IS YOUR FUTURE GIRL'S NAME? Raven

>12. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE TO YOU? my friends

>13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD? garden salad. im like addicted :P
>14. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla
>15. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? yep
>16. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? yeah! grumpy bear!!
>17. ARE STORMS COOL OR SCARY? cool
>18. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE? matthew perry

>19. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? tea
>20. WHAT'S YOUR STAR SIGN? Taurus
>21. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? i hate broccoli
>22. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE JOB, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Actress or musician
>23. IF YOU DYED YOUR HAIR WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU PICK? a vibrant red

>24. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? yes. it didn't end well
>25. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? half full
>26. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? back to the future that movie is a classic

>27. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE CORRECT KEYS? Yeah
>28. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? keyboard skateboard maybe some clothes that fell under there

29. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SPORT TO
>WATCH? im not into sports but if i had to choose id say basketball
>30. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU? something nice about beth....shes really nice and has a great singing voice
>31. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU SEND THIS TO, WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? > well im puttin it in my journal...was i supposed to send it to somebody via email??

32. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU SEND THIS TO, WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? look above

i hate the apple puzzle. but i keep goin back to it. i feel an urge to play with a stapler. its probably because of the movie i saw yesterday when the girl plays with the stapler.....yes. ill have a better update some other time. too tired to type right now.

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